Saturday, April 23, 2011

SO GOD DAMM TIRED !!!

Back to 21/4/2011 , ITS JUSTIN BIEBER CONCERT



Too many comments about his concert
all positive comments
i yelled i shout
i stand the whole concert
i gave him my love
EVERYTHING
I'M CRAZY ABOUT HIM !!!
sorry USB lost can't upload photo
. . . . .
but i had fun :)

Back to yesterday , SUKAN TARA


(this photo took from facebook > < taken by Heng Onn :) thank you )

Yup its sukan tara
and i am running :) although i am stuck in the middle with some
Anti-Biebers keep saying that my baby Justin suckx
but trust me they had their pay back
:) slap on the stomach damn hard > <
weeeee
e_e
this pic i look blur > <
is because i run finish then heng onn say wanna take pic
so i never comb my hair properly > <
neh i still look good > < haha
Yesterday i saw him , he saw me
he smile ( a warm smile :) ahh)
so i ask him did he run
he look at me and walk away
:'(
ignore me :'( hmm fine
never text him since thrusday
i miss him :'(
haizz wish he could know my heart
my feelings
nah don't wanna talk about this
:) just smile and nothings wrong
oh and i won't be uploading blog for this week
is because my laptop is
DEAD
one week only will come back :'(
its sick > <
so don't blame me :)
okay bye :)
ANNYOENG

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Justin Bieber :)

my MAN , my LOVE , my EVERYTHING . . . i love you JUSTIN BIEBER


Normally i won't upload blog today 
(because i today suppose to duty)
but is because CB Mun ask me too
so i upload for her to see :)
but Sook Mun 
so sorry i can't upload our photo
because my USB already lost
:'(
need to buy new one
later i see can find anot 
then i will upload it tomorrow
Today i get this "Student Card" thing
(that we suppose to tag when we reach school to mark attendance)
my picture makes me looks FAT
but i smile happily
(is because they make me laugh)
today went to see
NEVER SAY NEVER
its so GOD DAMN NICE
went Pavilion today
ate Snowflakes 
its yummy :)
skip duty 
whatever :)
Then after watch finish 
we went Times Square 
bought this very adorable 
Elmo t-shirt :)
like it alot
(thanks sook mun for the advice lucky i bought)
wearing it TO JB CONCERT TOMORROW 
AND ITS TOMORROW 
I GET TO SEE HIM 
:)
OMG , SO DAMN EXCITED
can't sleep tonight > <
but i very tired 
walk till my legs pain
= =" 
will upload blog at Friday 
will have lots of lots of PICTURE
i will take picture at that time lots of them
PICTURE OF THE CONCERT :)
fine !! will try not to be so high *blek
can't wait
> <
ANNYEONG


Tuesday, April 19, 2011

pandora heart

all i 'm thinking is all about you :) . . . .


Hey sorry for not uploading my blog these few days
kinda lazy and a little no mood
But here i am again
:D
yesterday he text me :)
i'm so happy 
we text till 1++
i think he never reply me is because 
he sleep already
but is ok
as long as he text me i am very happy :)
his text is all i want 
i am thankfull already
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . 
spend my evening watching 
" Pandora Heart "
(anime)
watch online :)
is so fantasy
so dramatic 
its so nice
:D
i like its melody called 
"Lacie"
i got put in my playlist in my blog here
so soft so nice
if u are happy u listen to it 
it can actually make u think of those happy times
but if you are down
it will make you feel so sad so down , it makes me cry 
the story line is so interesting
you can try search in YouTube :)
Going out for a date with CB Mun tomorrow
see "Never Say Never" 3D
at pavilion there
will eat Snowflakes :)
its nice 
maybe will buy some cloths to wear to bieber's concert
:D
and need to buy new school bag too
mine's old :'(
TWO MORE DAYS TO JUSTIN BIEBER CONCERT
see his movie tomorrow and the next day i can see his real person 
> < 
OMG 
so excited 
I CAN'T WAIT 
can't sleep :) keep waiting for it to be 12
so is another day
:D
so thats all 
ANNYEOENG

Thursday, April 14, 2011

one more chance

wait till 20/5 ,if nothing happen and everything will be OK . .  i will let go then
OMG , tomorrow is Show Luo concert 
7 days to Justin Bieber "MY WORLD TOUR "
i can't wait 
trust me that night i can't sleep 
i will be so *HIGH*
but still will be down 
because of him
i broke down crying yesterday 
thinking of him
maybe we weren't mend to be together
"we are just friends"
thats what's he thinks
my feelings now is like the song 'Baby'
"we're just friends what are you saying ,
that there another in nobody my heart 
my first love broke my heart for the first time 
and i was like baby, baby ,baby no . . ."
yup is like that > <" lol
so down
. . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . . . .. . .
i saw him today 
it was when we were going down to canteen
that time i saw him 
the way he walks just make me wanna stare
>< . >< . >< . >< . >< . >< 
i am no stalker !!
he never text me yesterday
i waited
and no text from him
nothing happen much today
just gonna think what to wear tomorrow
is Show Luo concert
and i have no idea what to wear 
is gonna be HOT 
still thinking what to wear 
maybe a t-shirt and a short with slipper ?
seems so normal 
ahh don't want to think first
just see how things goes
. . . 
Monday i am going to sell off those drinks coupons
( for the sukan tara day )
yes i can do it 
got drawings i need to rush
so
ANNYEONG
:D 
hope he will text me 

feeling like we are so far apart :(

saw your smile today :) i am glad > < but still . . . i can't let go ~


Today was a really bad day >< 
(can nearly say this week is a bad week )
but not after school 
after school my luck change :)
i fell so lucky when he's around
:D
Today , had terrible headache
feeling dizzy
sleep at class
nearly all period 
Then when after school
. . .
still headache but i saw him
> < 
he call me i turn to look 
then he say my hair looks weird
OF COURSE 
i just woke up 
sure messy
. . . .
then he step my shoe 
i turn and beat his stomach
he laugh 
It's the first time i been so close
to him when he's laughing 
the way he smile 
is just so adorable
I fall for him 
and that sucks
. . . . . ..
it has been 3 days 
since we text / talk
wish he would text me today 
so as usual i can text him back
:)
Well too many homework today 
kinda lazy to do
wanted to wait till night and do
while i waiting for his text
. . . . . 
just hope he will
its been days that i never see him online
where had he been to ?
normally if he no online 
he will text , because he's bored
but if he no online 
never find me also
. . . . .
maybe he found a new one to text with
and i shouldn't
annoy him . . . 
maybe i think to much but maybe its true 
. . . . . . .. . . . .. . 
i don't want to think about it 
its makes me sad 
:(:
i really don't know should i smile or cry ?
i smile because he's my friend
cry because thats all we will ever be 
you make me so confused
~~. . . . .. . . .. . . . . . . .~~
ANNYEONG


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

i will smile no matter what :)

you will see tears in my eyes , and you will see a smile :):


Went tuition yesterday 
annoying things happen which i don't want to talk about it
. . .
he text me yesterday
> < yup theres a smile , and a happy feeling in me
but i was tuitioning
i never saw that text , it was on silence mode
then when i saw 
it was two message i receive
two also from HIM
one was asking what's the meaning of CB
and another one was saying sorry for disturbing me when i am having tuition
and when i reply him 
no message in return . . .
maybe he's asleep
or he don't want to reply me . . .
i waited until 3 
while waiting i did some work of mine
still no message 
i drank a coffee 
and slept on the table 
. . .
I saw him today . . . once
i was standing outside of the toilet . . .
then he came out
i think he saw me 
but he just walk away 
don't know why
this time 
i am not so hurt
maybe i have get use to it already 
get use to the way he treat me so coldly
slowly slowly i will get to let go
. . .
Took class picture today 
look funny with M hair
but had fun with the "free style"
made funny pose
and took photo for library board
i was standing beside a friend
name "Boni' WEIRD right ?
Boni . .. is his name
when take free style
he push me and i hold on to him
and the picture was like 
i am going to fall and he's like holding me ><
ahahaha
WEIRD
but after the photo we laugh like never before 
:D had fun
wish he was there
. . . .
Don't know why 
every Tuesday 
have lots of lots of homework
very tired still have to do homework
really speachless 
well hope he text me today 
so i can text him back 
HOPEing
ANNYEONG 

Monday, April 11, 2011

i will leave you alone

the day i stop loving you is the day i finally let you go . . . and i don't know will that day exist


Hey , its been awhile since i blogged . . .
but is because i am quite busy these few days
yesterday i celebrate my grandma birthday
and Saturday was "merentas desa"
and Friday i hang out with CB Mun and Yikes Ying 
wanted to see Never Say Never 
but only got one time , and its 11:30pm
so we walk around Pavilion
*times flies when u are having fun*
saw this Nike bottle
wanted to buy but saw the price ><
rm39.90. . . nearly rm40
so i am still saving money to buy
Well, the Horescope say today was my lucky day
and i know why . . .
is raining so heavy now  
that i can hide into a corner crying 
without anyone notice
the rain helps me hide
its so dark here 
i am so DOWN 
because of him . . .
he treat me like nothing 
and all i am thinking now is him . . .him . . . and HIM . . .
why he need to be like this ?
he's attitude now isn't like him 
when i see him , it like its so cold 
like winter . plus rain
is like we don't even know each other 
i don't even dare t say "Hi"
he walked away . . .
and the way he text me 
is like he's so bored talking to me
i don't want to see him like this
i want the crazy , happy him back 
maybe he hate's me
but if i can only let go . . 
its make things easier
i hate myself for being so stupid . . .
hate myself that i can't control but keep annoy him
maybe i should really delete his number
but its stick to my brain
those numbers is like a formula
. . . . . . . . . . . .
i miss him 
so badly
i wanted to talk to him
but when i see him 
there is no voice out 
is like i can't talk . . .
i really should just leave him alone
no more text with him
no more saying Hi 
just like before 
he don't know me 
i don't know him 
and maybe things will be as normal as before
i will see his smile back on . . .
but i will miss him
so bad 
. . . 
please keep raining 
thank you . . .
ANNYEONG



Thursday, April 7, 2011

tell me. . . now what ?

tell me what should i do , tell me how to let go , tell me you love me . . .


What should i do ??
he's treating me so coldly
OH
i made it
!!!!!!
yesterday , i didn't text him :)
but the day before
i did . . . is because he text me first
thats why i reply him . .
so we text
but yesterday i waited for his message
he didn't text me . . .
so FINE
i also don't want to text him
but i miss him
don't worry i am controling myself already
. . .
i saw him today
he look blur
so adorable > <
but he just say
" oh , Clare "
and i say
" hello"
thats all
so cold right ?
not even a HI , what the hell
FINE
whatever
. . .
asshole > <
:(
broke my heart T.T
I HATE HIM
but i love him more > <
ahhh don't ask me why or who
or if you know his name or you know who is it
please please shut your mouth
> <
i don't know
its just LOVE
i just don't know
= ="
OH hanging out with cb Mun tomorrow
maybe pavilion ?
haha
hey cb Mun don't bring me to Holland a > <
( she's teaching me to take monoreal )
can't wait
well we are going to see Justin Bieber
NEVER SAY NEVER
3D !!
but don't know what time . .
saw the newspaper saying 11:30pm
PM did you saw the PM ??
walao man . . .
so if don't have afternoon show we go Pavilion Walk
. . .
2 days to "merendas desa"
14 days to Justin Bieber "My world tour"
just hope thats he text me today
so i got the reason to text him back > <
maybe his phone no credit ?
because he said if he never reply me
means his phone no credit / he's sleeping
JUST HOPE
fine thats all
ANNYEONG

Monday, April 4, 2011

:( something wrong ?

wish u would just "liked" me . . . :(


Something wrong ? YES :(
is that these days he had been treating me 
in 
very 
cold 
way
he acts like i am very annoying and very disturbing 
well fine 
i am controling myself not to text him
and i failed yesterday
but i will try again
today
. . .
saw him 4 times today
once is when "perimpunan" that time
twice is when recess that time at canteen
third is when outside the toilet 
fourth is at "Togo" (is a cafe outside our school)
well he didn't seems to notice me 
or he saw me but pretend that i don't exist 
OMG
i am going crazy . . .
trying to control myself 
and i will 
control
myself
from
taking
the 
phone 
and
text 
him
OPSSSS
text already 
> <
don't blame me okay
i am trying
but he didn't reply me 
. . . 
if u had been following my blog u will notice that 
some of my post is really really down
but the background is like i am happy
so i am going to change it 
:)
yeah , i am going to change
and also change the songs
and the header
every thing !!!
because i am hearth broken  
right now
oh 5 days to "merentas desa"
hwaiting Clare
and yes I AM RUNNING
need to lose some fat > <
okay . . . need to remake over my blog
ANNYEONG 

Friday, April 1, 2011

i can't control my feelings

i can't control myself from taking up the phone and start texting HIM . . .


HAPPY APRIL FOOL 
hey , being prank already ?
yup i did prank others , but mostly fail :(
always been prank by them 
but i had FUN 
:D
Not so fun
 is because i didn't see him today
and he never came to find me . . .
missing him badly 
waiting for his message saying
" hey , i top up already "
but still no news about it
I can't control my self from taking up the phone and text him
although i know that his phone has no credit
and he wouldn't reply me
but i just want to text him :(
so badly
I MISS HIM
so much
for once i think that maybe i am so annoying 
that he hates me
and now this thinking came back
maybe he really hates me 
stupid Clare
simply think again . . .
T.T
as long as i love him
and that's all matters
when it comes to love i am so stupid
when it comes to studies , i am so so so idiot 
well that's me face it 
its me Clare :)
smile although i am hurt
smile makes things easier to pass
just like a wind blow away all your worries
okay homework time
ANNYEONG