Friday, March 30, 2012

家人都懂我们的关系了 :( 怎么办?


我是不会离开你的 
你也不能放弃我哦 :'3


my mom found out i have a boyfriend . . .
she thinks he's not good for me 
i cried when she talk to me . . .
i really love him :( 

我妈一直说  她不懂我在想什么 :(
我也不懂她在想什么
多希望她会懂我 
如果她懂我有多么爱他 
她会让我们在一起吗?
我不管了 我是不会离开他的 我是真的很爱他

妈 
如果你是担心我的成绩不好 . .  你放心 :') 我是不会让爱情影响到的 
如果你是担心 未来我这个男朋友 不能给到我好日子过 
你放心 :') 我们可以努力一起钱的

不管他未来可不可以养到我
 等到未来才说吧  现在我是很爱他的啊

这些都不是问题

相信你女儿好吗 ?

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我是不会离开你的
你也不能放弃我

我们一起努力 好吗 ?
他们说恋爱一开始如果能渡过难关 
那以后一定很幸福的  :3 

Dont give up , the beginning is always the hardest 

我相信我们可以的 :'D 
我哭是因为我怕. . . 怕你会放弃我 
怕你会离开我

我现在只希望 爸妈会让我留着这个男友 
我不要跟他分开 

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Saturday, March 17, 2012

Its Saturday and i haven't started my holiday :((

i woke up with a smile every morning :)



Everytime i woke up ,
i will see a warm morning message from him
look around , and it remind me alot about Him :D 
the BED , its full with him :3 I MISS HIM :((

school start and i can only meet him once a week 
i wish we had more time together . .. .

NO MONDAY PLEASE > <  
i dont want assembly , i dont want to see pn.Teoh
after what all those happen /.\
pray for me . . . i really HOPE nothing happen ady 
NOW , in front of those teacher , i am a bad girl
and they keep say that Fiona teach me how to be bad :(
SHE IS INNOCENT !!
stop talking bad about her :(  I DON'T LIKE  凸 

What should i do if the teacher ask for rm100 ?
HONESTLY i dont have rm100 :((

What should i do ?? 
FUCK 
i hate this . . . .. . . 


Tuesday, March 13, 2012

你走了. . . 谁陪我无聊? :(

昨天 ,我的杨先生来找我 :)
因为我不能出 :( 所以他来找我 :D 



白色情人节快乐 :DD 我们的74天

昨天 我跟宝贝在家玩了大半天 
好开心哦 :D

七早八早 宝贝就说要来了
我快快去准备好 > < 然后 十点半将宝贝来了 :)

他进来时看到我的狗 :O
吓到的样子~ 好可爱哦 > <
我问他 "吃了吗?"
他说肚子饿 所以我就煮了面给他吃 
告诉你一个秘密 > < 他是我第一个 煮东西给男生吃的人 
也是我第一个 来我家的男生 > <

他说吃不完  最后我跟他share share吃  
那种幸福 你能想象吗 ? :P

在家是很无聊 可是有他在 就不会无聊了 :D

过后就一直跟他无聊下去 > < 什么都拿来玩

一直到. . .他要走了 . . . 我的心情也跟着变了 :(

好想不给他走

真的不想他走

晚上
我回房时 看着那床 傻笑 
傻傻地掉眼泪
我很想念他抱着我的那双手
那种感觉 我很喜欢 
因为有他在身边 所以有安全感

宝贝 你懂我是很想你的吗 ? :(


如果没有你的日子. .  怎么办 ?
一定会很痛苦 :(
所以 你要一直在我身边哦 :)

我要当你的杨太太 
因为杨先生. . . 我爱你 



现在的我 很幸福 . . .
祝福我们永远在一起 :D


Saturday, March 10, 2012

LONG SAD POST :(((((

Why does it have to be like this - - ? :'(((


FUCK MY LIFE 

no freedom , no life , only Disapointment , and only anger

Been so UNLUCKY since Monday - Yesterday 
MON , TUES , WED , THURS , FRI , SAT 
WTF , everyday also got problem 

MON , went to make the TOUCH & GO card , with my picture on it
it cost RM20 , acctually i think its Okay la :X
BUT 
my parents , they think its expensive blah blah blah
and i got scolded for this MINI problem 
My friend also made it , #NOTFAIR

TUES , my dad came back 
council me about the Card stuff , said i didnt RESPECT my mom 
because i went to do it without my mom permision 
COME ON ! i'm not a small girl anymore 
i want to have a little LIFE here



WED , early in the morning at school , before class starts 
i with a 2 friends went to MC D  to have breakfast ,
i thought we will make it back in TIME
but we lost time :(
WENT BACK LATE 
teacher took my bag - -
BIG PROBLEM because she knows i'm not in her class
then call mom , demerit
BLAH BLAH BLAH 

life seems so suck that time

went home , been LECTURE again by DAD and MOM of course

PLUS !!!
the school punish us to wash TOILET 
WHOLE DAY ?!? WTH
from 8 - 1.05 



Then , THURS , my mom went to school , 
meet the teacher , talk about stuff 
FUCK ! :( 
i made up a lie , to hide the truth from my parents 
but she went to meet the teacher , i know everything is OVER 

But i still stay strong , atleast i know my Dear was there with me 
went out with him after school 
feel so down , but when i see him , i will smile 
even though its a smile without energy 
:')  a smile with tears 
but i still smile , i'm Clare . . .

FRI , been ask to sign a demerit paper ,
minus 5 marks for "ponteng school"
but after that , i kena again 
THE PICTURE ON FACEBOOK
ask me to give rm100 for the picture 
because i bring phone to school . . . .
i know i know ,  WTF 

SAT , went back school to paint wall or something
but Fiona said she dont want to go in 
so we went to had breakfast 
after that she went to colour her tattoo ,
we went with her 
i told my mom i will be back at 4
she ask why , i said Librarian stuff  -i lied again-
actually after that we suppose to go sg Wang ,
i wanna meet my dear 
but been caught AGAIN , but this time WITH MAKE UP ON !
she is so ANTI with make up :( 
been scold all the way HOME

punish me , grounded for the whole week 
i cannot go out :(

you say ,HOW MY LIFE NOT SUCK ? :( 
small problem made into big problem 
and now my LIFE is a messs

when i cried , whose there for me ?
when i have problem , whose there for me ?
when i need someone , WHOSE THERE FOR ME ?

NO ONE !!! :((

我需要的安慰 在那里?
我需要的拥抱 在那里?
当我哭的时候 我需要一个人来安慰 那个人在哪里?
我孤单的时候 需要人陪  那个人在那里?

当我需要":你"的时候 你在哪里?

连"你"也慢慢不管我了 , 我还要活吗?

可是我昨天问你: "宝贝爱我吗? "
你说: "当然爱啊~" 
因为有你这句话 . . .
我信你 
所以一直"笑"下去  虽然辛苦但我可以






你要知道我心里只有你 . . . 杨伟文



-DOMO.CLARE-

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Study :X

STUDY STUDY STUDY > < fail jor ekonomi but cannot fail Account !!!! :O


Yesterday , Went Chatime to study with Fiona Qian aka FenFen ! :D 
stupid Account :( me and her also dunno wan read what :X
mess up ady - -
then we keep take picture and laugh laugh laugh :PP
I LOVE BEING WITH HER :DDD



Shapoh FenFen and my dear friends expecially Sook Mun :C exam good luck arh > <
Clare support you :)

sien untill. . .. . . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . . . . . . .. . but, see she sooooooo CUTE > <


I HEART YOU Baby :DDD 

i miss him :O seriously miss him :X
just three days before i meet with him , and now i miss him so much
its like a week has already pass 
feel empty 
where are you my dear ? :C
Miss Me ? > <



You're the reason i smile C:
i love you my babes :D

Friday, March 2, 2012

1/3 - 2nd month together :D

29/2 *once a four year :D spend my night talking on the phone with him > <


i love him with all my heart :D
29 Feb , our 60 Days :3
i love you , yong woei wen



1/3/2012 
he waited for me outside of the school , as usual
but this time alot of poeple notice use standing close together 
i can feel eyes on me :PP
but i am proud i have a boyfriend like him :D 

i think about him everytime every second
i'm so scared that one day he will leave me alone
i wrote alot alot of nonsense when i'm in tuition :(
I MISS HIM ALOT

手牵手走到永远去
永远在我身边, 好吗 ?
为了你 , 我什么都愿意 > <
你问我 , 爱你什么啊 ?
不懂了
就是爱上你的一切
做我的未来. .  做我的永远 . .  好吗 ?

宝贝我爱你