Sorry bloggers for my blog being dead :(
tired
very tired . . .
Hearthbroken like a glass cup fall onto the floor
like its my last breath
it TIRED loving someone
i hope i don't fall in love but i did
i wanted to yell at him so badly that
"I LOVE YOU SO FREAKING MUCH "
just that i don't have the courage
to even talk to him
we have not been textING for like almost
A MONTH
:(
i miss him so badly
Its not worth to cry for him i know
but how can i tell my mind not to think?
not to Miss ?
not to Love ?
Untill then i text him yesterday ~
ask him "why so long never find me talk?"
(because when he have any happy or sad things he will share with me )
a message came
not his
i waited and waited
untill then a reply came
" LOL "
thats all . . . ?
*you think its a JOKE ?*
i pull up my courage to text you and YOU LOL ?
then after awhile another reply came
"You also never find me "
i stare at the phone so long
and i ask myself
why didn't i text him earlier ?
but now its too late i know . . .
i text back
" Now i find you lorh"
and then no reply till then
my tears came rolling down again
. . . . . . . .
why ?
Can i just stop LOVING him ?
exam is around the corner and i haven't touch my books yet
what should i do ?
