feeling like we are so far apart :(

saw your smile today :) i am glad > < but still . . . i can't let go ~

Today was a really bad day >< 

(can nearly say this week is a bad week )

but not after school 

after school my luck change :)

i fell so lucky when he's around
:D

Today , had terrible headache

feeling dizzy

sleep at class

nearly all period 

Then when after school

. . .

still headache but i saw him

> < 

he call me i turn to look 

then he say my hair looks weird
OF COURSE 

i just woke up 

sure messy

. . . .

then he step my shoe 

i turn and beat his stomach

he laugh 

It's the first time i been so close

to him when he's laughing 

the way he smile 

is just so adorable

I fall for him 

and that sucks

. . . . . ..

it has been 3 days 

since we text / talk

wish he would text me today 

so as usual i can text him back

:)

Well too many homework today 

kinda lazy to do

wanted to wait till night and do

while i waiting for his text

. . . . . 

just hope he will

its been days that i never see him online

where had he been to ?

normally if he no online 

he will text , because he's bored

but if he no online 

never find me also

. . . . .

maybe he found a new one to text with

and i shouldn't

annoy him . . . 

maybe i think to much but maybe its true 

. . . . . . .. . . . .. . 

i don't want to think about it 

its makes me sad 

:(:

i really don't know should i smile or cry ?

i smile because he's my friend

cry because thats all we will ever be 

you make me so confused

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ANNYEONG