i will smile no matter what :)

you will see tears in my eyes , and you will see a smile :):

Went tuition yesterday 

annoying things happen which i don't want to talk about it

. . .

he text me yesterday

> < yup theres a smile , and a happy feeling in me

but i was tuitioning

i never saw that text , it was on silence mode

then when i saw 

it was two message i receive

two also from HIM

one was asking what's the meaning of CB

and another one was saying sorry for disturbing me when i am having tuition

and when i reply him 

no message in return . . .

maybe he's asleep

or he don't want to reply me . . .

i waited until 3 

while waiting i did some work of mine

still no message 

i drank a coffee 

and slept on the table 

. . .

I saw him today . . . once

i was standing outside of the toilet . . .

then he came out

i think he saw me 

but he just walk away 

don't know why

this time 

i am not so hurt

maybe i have get use to it already 

get use to the way he treat me so coldly

slowly slowly i will get to let go

. . .

Took class picture today 

look funny with M hair

but had fun with the "free style"

made funny pose

and took photo for library board

i was standing beside a friend

name "Boni' WEIRD right ?

Boni . .. is his name

when take free style

he push me and i hold on to him

and the picture was like 

i am going to fall and he's like holding me ><

ahahaha

WEIRD

but after the photo we laugh like never before 

:D had fun

wish he was there

. . . .

Don't know why 

every Tuesday 

have lots of lots of homework

very tired still have to do homework

really speachless 

well hope he text me today 

so i can text him back 

HOPEing

ANNYEONG