:( something wrong ?

wish u would just "liked" me . . . :(

Something wrong ? YES :(

is that these days he had been treating me 

in 

a 

very 

cold 

way

he acts like i am very annoying and very disturbing 

well fine 

i am controling myself not to text him

and i failed yesterday

but i will try again

today

. . .

saw him 4 times today

once is when "perimpunan" that time

twice is when recess that time at canteen

third is when outside the toilet 

fourth is at "Togo" (is a cafe outside our school)

well he didn't seems to notice me 

or he saw me but pretend that i don't exist 

OMG

i am going crazy . . .

trying to control myself 

and i will 

control

myself

from

taking

the 

phone 

and

text 

him

OPSSSS

text already 

> <

don't blame me okay

i am trying

but he didn't reply me 

. . . 

if u had been following my blog u will notice that 

some of my post is really really down

but the background is like i am happy

so i am going to change it 

:)

yeah , i am going to change

and also change the songs

and the header

every thing !!!

because i am hearth broken  

right now

oh 5 days to "merentas desa"

hwaiting Clare

and yes I AM RUNNING

need to lose some fat > <

okay . . . need to remake over my blog

ANNYEONG